Thinking About Something

Its around 2am now and I'm thinking about something and I dunno why haiz.

There is many question marks above my head x(

I keep thinking of leaving it and its none of my business and why do I care that much?

Why don't I just leave it and let it be?

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It seems so hard to not think about it do you know and this feeling sucks!!!

Its like I keep telling myself, get over it, its not worth your time anymore.

But still in the end, i kept thinking about it over and over again.

It's just I'm worried about what's gonna be the ending either its gonna be good or bad

But if it turns bad. do you know that its gonna break your heart very deep? :(

You just don't get it, I really hope that it'll be a good ending and I pray for you everyday.

My feelings is so messed up, so uncertain whether what I'm caring for sigh.

I can't stop helping you and giving ya advice, but then I saw u starting to get angry over it.

So i decided to stop giving advice and suspecting anymore.

But then, I saw another thing that make me feel uneasy but I don't dare to tell ya anymore.

Just let it be then, and pray the feeling I had in my guts are wrong!

I really wanna see a Happy ending rather than a bad ending in any situation.

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P.s : Finding your true love is not really about finding the perfect person do you know that? Do you really know what it is? It's about accepting an imperfect person perfectly ♥ A men is a beautiful soul for the women. A men heart is like a diamond actually do you know that? It appear to looks like a hard rock from the outside at first, but when u crave and craft it patiently and sincerely with all time. They are precious,priceless and beautiful ♥ women wear this diamond for life and cherish everything they have.

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By the way moving to the next topic ><

Haiz finally my sem break is gonna be over swt ==

Back to my stressful life at university T^T

Thank god that my second sem results was better than the previous one ^^

I can say that during my sem break, I WASTED LOTS OF MONEY!!!!!

Holy shit, I was like WTF ><! my wallet keep getting thinner and thinner

The money I earn from my part time job I spend it all during sem break

Which is during the Christmas Eve;s and New Year Eve's

But the main problem is my favorite STARBUCKS!!!! ><!

I cant even count how many cups of starbucks I had over the sem break

Maybe around 30 cups =X shit!!! that's like rm300 right? ==

At pyramid new wing Starbucks :D

But what I have promise myself is that I'm gonna work hard this upcoming sem!!!

I cant disappoint my parents and their hope of their son becoming an engineer in the future

Im the only son in the family, it may sound that im always getting spoilt

But there is a pressure on becoming the only son in the family :(

My parents keep telling me things that sometimes I think that I cant really achieved it sigh.

Anyway now its around 2.30am peeps :D

Time to head to the bed ~~ SWEET DREAMS ~~