This is what I want u to know

I would argue
Then you would cry
As you’re struggling, I would only get stronger
My heartaches behind these shadows
My face brightens up as I see your smile
I worry that you might notice my feelings
And I get scared that the gap between us would widen
I hold my breath
Then I bite my lips
Then I pray that she would leave his side.

Baby, please don’t hold those hands
Cuz you should be my lady
Please look at me, I’ve been waiting all this time.

Once the music ends, you’ll be with him forever
I prayed and prayed that this day wouldn’t come
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore

You, who never understood my feelings
Because of that, I ended up despising you
Then I wished a misfortune upon you
But now, my eyes are dry
I try to talk to you but I realized that I’m alone
Every night, I would look back and think
If I already knew the results
Then I close my eyes
Then I dream an endless dream
Then I pray she would leave his side.

Baby, please don’t hold those hands
Cuz you should be my lady
Please look at me, I’ve been waiting all this time.

Once the music ends, you’ll be with him forever
I prayed and prayed that this day wouldn’t come
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore

By all means, be happy with him
So I can move on
Please erase me out of your heart
Although I tried my best but, no oh~

I’ve been living the lies for too long
Yet, she would look at me and smile.

ONE U shopping on Thaipusam Day :D

Wuhoooooo!!!! so it's Thaipusam day and It's a public holiday for me.

Thank god that now Thaipusam day is not only for selangor but also for KL, penang and few more area.

Which means my UNI at KL needs to give us holiday ><!

So since it's a public holiday, I hooked up with my frens at Shah alam.

Two of my close frens and consider as my best sister's XD Michelle and Yan Yan ^.<

Woke up at 10am blurred, actually we didnt know where we're going today.

Sms michelle, told me that we're heading off to ONE U which mean shopping time for me :D

Luckily this time, my salary is out and I can go shop!!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Reached ONE U around 3.30pm, and guess what?

It's kinda Farking Jammed ><!!!! all come out celebrate thaipusam? LOL =X

Thank god miss michelle is a PRO driver == she keep bullying all the other cars.

Change from left lane to right lane and then right lane to left lane @@

Its better than a roller coaster ride in the theme park hahahaha!!!

Then next problem >< aiyo parking lot full pulak, but luckily still manage to find a free slot :D

So 1st stop is, going off to find the U-mobile service center to pay off my bill ==

I dunno why I get an extra charges of rm20.40 even though I have cancel it 1 month b4 ==

Bodoh betul!!!!! sweat ~~ and the counter receptionist was so blur when I ask some question.

Bill paid and let's move on, went to ZARA then!!! OMG it was on sales!!!

By the way, to all the ZARA and Pull&Bear lover, there's a warehouse sales at Ampang Great Eastern Mall, go check it out k? it would be nice i guess ^.<

Got my eyes on a pair of shoes in Zara One U, but unfortunately, no more size sigh ==

Move on to parkson then, accompany my both sister shop for their things :D

When they we're shopping for their stuff, I was like spacing out in thin air and day dreaming ><

Was trying to look at some hot girls, but dun have also ><! or maybe im just too high standard or nt interested =X im straight, dun mistaken me as a ***

So after shopping for a few hours, we decided to seek a spot to have our dinner.

Were so indecisive on what we wanna eat =X

Miss michelle finally said, lets go eat RAMEN!!!!

We ate at a place named Nippon Yataimura 日本屋台村 kekeke ^.<

Then we took some pictures, biasalah, picture session everywhere ><

Then after we finished our dinner at here we continue our shopping session hahahaha!

Went to so many shops, all I know that we enter Niichi, Roxy/Quick Silver, Parkson, Cotton On, Zara the longest >< other shops just take a look awhile for like 10mins then go ady ><

This is the things we bought XD just a few bags only kekekeke ~~~

I spent almost Rm200 on that day sweat ==

Am temporarily broke for now T^T need more money pls =X

Any part time job to intro? Pls tell me ya, am so hardworking for part time XD

Its around 8.30pm ady, then we stop at Juice Work to yam cha, actually yam juice nt cha XD

And then we Camwhore again hahahahahaha!!

Then we all headed off back to our beloved home!!!!

Reached home around 10pm and I was super tired!!!!

Ended off with buying a Renoma Polo T shirt and a Cotton On long sleeve shirt.

I guess my shopping list is done for this month XD

That's all for today ~~

My Super Girl

看我看看我 不要总是想着他
不爱不爱他不爱你 你的完美胜过他
不要再盯着那手机 不要再那三心两意
你明白的 你清楚的 我超级的女孩

有时候想起他送你的花 丢掉快丢掉吧
还有他那最迷人的微笑 忘掉快忘掉吧
他的温柔还会让你颠倒 醒来快醒来吧
你的好是多麽神秘 请让我好好地保密

Oh My Super Girl 你是我的 Baby Girl
他看不见你的美丽 平凡背後的魔力
Oh My Super Girl 我是你的 Super Man
你的眼神让我着迷 为了你我什麽都愿意

Oh~ Oh~ Oh~ Oh~
Oh~ Oh~ Oh~ Oh~
Oh~ Oh~ Oh~ Oh~ (My Love)
Oh~ Oh~ Oh~ Oh~ (My Love)

看我看看我 不要总是随着他
如果他说喜欢你 就算再忙也能够等到你
那一定是他说的谎话 那一定不是真心的话
Oh~ 别相信吧 离开吧
Oh~ 快到我的身边来

有时候想起他送你的花 丢掉快丢掉吧
还有他那最迷人的微笑 忘掉快忘掉吧
他的温柔还会让你颠倒 醒来快醒来吧
你的好是多麽神秘 请让我好好地保密

Oh My Super Girl 你是我的 Baby Girl
他看不见你的美丽 平凡背後的魔力
Oh My Super Girl 我是你的 Super Man
你的眼神让我着迷 为了你我什麽都愿意

开心地 难过地
答应你 都陪你 都陪你
准备了全世界最好的爱 最贵的爱
等你搬进我的心里来
幸福的权利不要放弃
全世界最完美的唯一

Oh My Super Girl 你是我的 Baby Girl
他看不见你的美丽 平凡背後的魔力
Oh My Super Girl 我是你的 Super Man
你的眼神让我着迷 为了你我什麽都愿意

你是我最超级的女孩 (别再等待等待)
跟着我一起飞到未来 (爱情不用彩排彩排)
我是你最超级的依赖 (别再等待等待)
跟着我一起飞到未来 (爱情不用彩排彩排)

Oh~ Oh~ Oh~ Oh~
Oh~ Oh~ Oh~ Oh~
Oh~ Oh~ Oh~ Oh~ (My Love)
Oh~ Oh~ Oh~ Oh~ (My Love)

The feeling im feeling

Its around 1.30am and I cant really sleep gosh ><

Maybe during sem break i sleep too late ady every nite thats y used to it ady ><!

So now im suffering wif a pairs of panda eyes O_O!!!

Today was the 1st day of my semester and I was like ya so WHAT?

Woke up in the morning feeling like dun wanna wake up and prepare for class!!! sigh

My class today were 10am till 6pm gosh!! freaking bored and stress!!!

The subjects are really getting tougher =X hope I survive and can score a few A's!!!

So reached home after dinner, guess what? suddenly have the motivation to go to GYM :D

Went down to my condo gym and workout around 45mins

Spend around 25mins running on the treadmill and ran for 4.5km and stopped

After that went to do some sit ups and some weight lighting and etc ><

Sweat like a mad cow after gym, and st8 went for a bath!!!

So thats all for the day ^.<

But then awwwww nite time I heard some bad news :(

My fren have some troubled and shared it wif me 

So I accompany my friend and kept giving some advices so my friend wont feel sad ><

Hope everything goes well!!! pray pray pray pray :D

Dun think too much k? ><! Im here to support ya

Then I suddenly think of something and I post it on my facebook status

It goes like this "Haiz, sometimes being a human its hard to make a decision coz we're affected by our feelings and emotions ~~ But i rather to let go of it and make the others & especially the one's I care always happy and cheerful ♥ ^.<" and I really meant it when I post this quote out.

I dun really wanna see the person I cared so much feel sad everytime!!!

So why not scarifies the things u hold on and just move on and make the person u cared about happy every single day in any way ♥ ♥ ♥

Btw I would like to say this again to all of you all ><

I really like this quote of mine that I always shared which is

Finding your true love is not really about finding the perfect person do you know that? Do you really know what it is? It's about accepting an imperfect person perfectly ♥ A men is a beautiful soul for the women. A men heart is like a diamond actually do you know that? It appear to looks like a hard rock from the outside at first, but when u crave and craft it patiently and sincerely with all time. They are precious,priceless and beautiful ♥ women wear this diamond for life and cherish everything they have.

Day out b4 sem starts :D

So today I went out again b4 the semester starts!!!!

Went out with my housemates kekekeke, actually I just kepoh join only ><

I overheard that my housemate going out so then I join him and the rest decided to join as well :D

Woke up this morning at 10am in the morning and bath, getting ready to go out.

Went down to my PV10 condo mamak and ate breakfast b4 we head out to shopping.

Our plan for the day was to shop at Pavilion :D

So we took monorail to Raja Chulan then I we waited for another fren of mine, Nyiap.

Then we head off to Pavilion, I headed to my boss office 1st and take my salary ><

But the office was close haiz, called him and he told me my salary bank in ady! WOOTS!

Walk around Pavilion and it was 2pm, coincidentally, there was a lion dance performance.

So we decided to chill awhile and look at the performance ^.<

After the lion dance we walk around and started our shopping spree.

But mostly is my housemate shop >< coz i already did my shopping earlier during sem break ><

We went to lots of shops and most of them still gt sales such as Topman, Cotton On, Niichi, Giodarno, Puma, Adidas and Romp 

My housemates bought a few short pants and the we headed off to LOW YAT!

Went to LOW YAT to seek a printer for my friend. Finally found it and he bought it at a price Rm175 and then he modify it with an extra extension and final price was rm230 :D

It was a Canon printer all in one ^.<

It was around 6.30pm after we bought the printer and it was kinda heavy ==

My poor fren have to carry it all the way back home =X

Then we decided to have our dinner at SG WANG at a restaurant name something like "The village?" XD

Sorry i really forgotten the name of the restaurant hahahha ~~

This were the food I had after I finish eating it ><

My cheesebake rice :D

Then its almost 8pm!!! wow, we didnt even notice the time.

We then hurry head back to our beloved home at PV10 and chill.
Reached home around 9pm and st8 open my lappy weeee ><
Play Fb and twitter like usual lor and then I think my mouse spoil ady XD
U wanna take a good look at my "mouse"? it can "move" and "runs" itself.
Magical is it? hahahhaha!! let me show u the MOUSE ><

Argh!!! my mouse XD

The "mouse" aka hamster wanna FB wif me? ><

 

 

Arghhh naughty >< bite my keypad proctector!

All of us were tired and getting ready for 2moro the 1st day of our semester haiz!!!

sianz lor 2moro nit to wake up early ady ROAR!!!!

Thats all for this post ^.< will update some more ~~

Thinking About Something

Its around 2am now and I'm thinking about something and I dunno why haiz.

There is many question marks above my head x(

I keep thinking of leaving it and its none of my business and why do I care that much?

Why don't I just leave it and let it be?

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It seems so hard to not think about it do you know and this feeling sucks!!!

Its like I keep telling myself, get over it, its not worth your time anymore.

But still in the end, i kept thinking about it over and over again.

It's just I'm worried about what's gonna be the ending either its gonna be good or bad

But if it turns bad. do you know that its gonna break your heart very deep? :(

You just don't get it, I really hope that it'll be a good ending and I pray for you everyday.

My feelings is so messed up, so uncertain whether what I'm caring for sigh.

I can't stop helping you and giving ya advice, but then I saw u starting to get angry over it.

So i decided to stop giving advice and suspecting anymore.

But then, I saw another thing that make me feel uneasy but I don't dare to tell ya anymore.

Just let it be then, and pray the feeling I had in my guts are wrong!

I really wanna see a Happy ending rather than a bad ending in any situation.

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P.s : Finding your true love is not really about finding the perfect person do you know that? Do you really know what it is? It's about accepting an imperfect person perfectly ♥ A men is a beautiful soul for the women. A men heart is like a diamond actually do you know that? It appear to looks like a hard rock from the outside at first, but when u crave and craft it patiently and sincerely with all time. They are precious,priceless and beautiful ♥ women wear this diamond for life and cherish everything they have.

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By the way moving to the next topic ><

Haiz finally my sem break is gonna be over swt ==

Back to my stressful life at university T^T

Thank god that my second sem results was better than the previous one ^^

I can say that during my sem break, I WASTED LOTS OF MONEY!!!!!

Holy shit, I was like WTF ><! my wallet keep getting thinner and thinner

The money I earn from my part time job I spend it all during sem break

Which is during the Christmas Eve;s and New Year Eve's

But the main problem is my favorite STARBUCKS!!!! ><!

I cant even count how many cups of starbucks I had over the sem break

Maybe around 30 cups =X shit!!! that's like rm300 right? ==

At pyramid new wing Starbucks :D

But what I have promise myself is that I'm gonna work hard this upcoming sem!!!

I cant disappoint my parents and their hope of their son becoming an engineer in the future

Im the only son in the family, it may sound that im always getting spoilt

But there is a pressure on becoming the only son in the family :(

My parents keep telling me things that sometimes I think that I cant really achieved it sigh.

Anyway now its around 2.30am peeps :D

Time to head to the bed ~~ SWEET DREAMS ~~

A day out on 11/1/11 with my frens

Hey so its 11/1/11 ~~

Woke up in the morning around 11am as usual and facebook =X

Was so boring for the day, then my friend miss michelle ~~

Spotted her status on facebook saying that she is boring as well ~~

Went to msn and find her and I said "Hey lets go out weeeeeeeeee XD"

So at the end of talking at msn, we both decided to go to Empire Gallery first Then next to Pyramid!

She'll pick up me on 3pm since she's driving while on the meantime, helped my mother paint the windows.

Was preparing for the upcoming CNY in february, awww so fast it's CNY again ~~

You know what that means? ANG PAU's time hahahahahha! I love this part every year when CNY comes.

So it's almost 3pm, took a bath after helping my mother and gear up for the outing!!

Just a simple jeans with a black sweater will do :D

So she came and pick me up, chat inside the car like non stop hahaha and ended up missing the junction to subang!!!! Hahahahahah, that was so funny ><

Nevertheless, we finally reached empire yesh! check out charles&keith and some of the shops.

Her motive of the day were to get a new handbag, a new sandal!

Then after an hour hanging around at empire we move on to pyramid :D

Found a parking slot at pyramid exactly when we reach at pyramid, lucky us kekekeke ~~

We stop at STATION KOPITIAM 1st and she had a mushroom soup and none for me ~~

Then walk around and stopped at ROMP and she bought a top and none for me again ==

Then next stop!!! yes my favourite stop!! my STARBUCKS <3 yummy

She gt a espresso frappucino for herself and I gt a ice blended mocha for myself :D

Peace ^.^v

Another peace lol!

Alrite finished our drinks and head off to shopping again!

Went to so many shops and took a look at so many things ><

But at last didnt bought anything, her prob was too many choices, my prob was lack of money =X

Coz my salary havent out yet when i was working at pavilion :( sob sob

Then after that, I called some of my friends and organize an outing later at ASIA CAFE.

Oh yeah! everyone was on and free thank god :D

After pyramid, me and michelle head off to AC and meet up with the rest which is isaac, han jun, jacky and yan yan.

Had our dinner at there and I was super FULL gosh! Felt like i cant walk anymore after eating!

Then when everyone was finished with their dinner, we head off to the POOL session.

Our ladies, michelle and yan yan have improved alot!!! WOW O_O well our guys stay as PRO as usual hahah

But on that nite == my skills sucks like hell and I dunno wat happened ><!

Played until 11pm plus and we head off back to our beloved home!

Thanks for everything guys!!! had a great time as usual with you all <3

我和她 她和他

我和她 她和他

别说话来一杯呛口的Chivas

男人帮不怕辣却被爱打垮

头发乱 脸色差 事情再复杂 总会有解答

放不放让不让 都不是办法

当逃兵装伟大 再这么婆妈

你肯定失去她

可她接受我玫瑰花

你还不送她回家

你算是男人就应该勇敢吧

我却害怕最后伤害会是她

想太多理智的想法 不能证明你有多爱她

想问个明白却怕会为难她

却急着想要知道她的选择吧

好挣扎

问题在于你 并不在于她

我懂我傻

我和她她和他 她和他我和她

Shinnie Yi ><

            This is my fist time blogging OMG! ><. This is all becoz of U Shinnie Yi hahahahah, since u want me to blog so much! Here it is, the first post I created just for U <3 ^.<

            Erm me and U arent that close, but all I know tat is u always BUWIEEEEE me!!! Call me uncle piggy OMG T^T. That makes me feel so old and sad hmmmph BLEK!!! XP

           Hope that we will meet up on someday in da future k gal? ^.< Dunno wat kind a person u are hahahaha, hope U dun get shock when u see me in real person ><